New beginnings

I'm in one of those periods of life where it feels like everything is changing. Everything is feeling exciting but very unsettled and uncertain. It all feels needed though.

One of the biggest/most exciting/most terrifying things has happened is that I have handed my notice in at work. Since going back to work things have been extremely difficult for a variety of reasons but in essence I felt that my job was no longer tenable and I didn't want to spend my time feeling so worried/frustrated/stressed about it any more. So I took a leap of faith, resigned and breathed a huge sigh of relief. I have no idea what I am going to do now. I have applied for a few jobs and had what felt like a promising interview (I'll find out if I was successful next week) but I have absolutely no idea what is coming next. It feels exciting and scary at the same time. Luckily having a faith comes in pretty handy at this point although every part of my rational brain is urging me to freak out. I feel like I should be worrying about getting a new job, getting money etc but it doesn't worry me. I fully believe that my family and I will always have enough because my faith tells me not to worry. Please don't confuse this with a sense of entitlement or laziness because its not but I do feel a peace that we will have what we need.  I have no idea what I am meant to be doing next. Maybe a job will come along, maybe I'll be a stay at home mum for a while but either way it feels like a chance to have a new fresh start, get rid of some of the negative things in my life and move onto something new.

I have talked previously about my want to live an abundant and exciting life and I felt like a difficult work situation was one of the things getting in the way. Whilst I know that sometimes there are things in life that we don't want to do, sometimes we also need to take charge of our lives and make a change.

Who knows what will happen?!